Summer is almost over here. In fact it feels like autumn already this past few days. It was raining everyday and the wind is cold. Well, we can never predict the weather just like today it is sunny and it seems like warm weather is coming back this week. Anyway, the point is summer is almost to end and so as our holiday. Students are back to school now. Yanna is back to daycare as well. Me on the other hand, still enjoying this last few days of resting and relaxing. I’ve work partime this summer for a few weeks and it’s finished. Now I have to think what to do this fall. I may go to work or go back to school. I’m thinking whether studying hotel and restaurant is a good idea or not. I mean I know I need to have a profession but I have another call. I am more interested in the health care industry. So much for that, I hope I’ll figure out what I really want to do soon! I literally have one week to figure things out. I’m so bad at making decisions. I hope I’ll pick which one is really best for me. And to not regret later.
Anyway, about these photos they were taken one day when we went to town having an ice cream and a nice walk to the park. It was hot and sunny. So much you can ask for summer. It was perfect for ice cream and sitting on the bench while sun is up and shining. This was the last time I took my camera again. It was such a long time since I use camera for taking my photos. I use iPhone most of the time now. It’s just easy and fast. But of course photos are better when they’re taken with a dslr camera as you have more options to edit photos especially if you shoot in raw like I do. I’m hoping to use camera more often now. I honestly miss those days I have camera with me almost everyday. Life lately has changed a bit though. I can’t do much of this things anymore.
That day Yanna picked a yellow ice cream. It was mango-orange flavoured ice cream. She always pick green ice cream. She doesn’t eat all. All the time we throw away because the ice cream melts fast and she couldn’t finish them. But I like to watch her enjoying her ice cream until they melts and flows in her hands.
Life must go on. It’s been months since we moved. I may regret things and what I did but I do believe that all of this is just a new beginning. I’m looking forward for the best future waiting ahead of us. It may not easy but I know I can do it. Life is full of surprises and adventures. You don’t get what you want if you don’t try. I hate losing everything I use to have. The kind of life I thought was meant for me. And all I can do is cry over it. But I have to be strong and I know life will be better as it always be. The most important is me and Yanna are in good hands and we are both happy and I’ll do everything to give what’s best for her. In the end, she’s my only hope and I’m nothing without her. As they said, you don’t actually lose them, you know that they’re always there when you need them and for me that’s the most important thing. People come and go in your life. And those who stays means the ones who’s meant to be. Life may not be the same anymore. But they were once a part of your life and will always be. Whether you are with them or not. One day, we will laugh out of this because we never get stronger without falling down first. In life we learn constantly.
Prayers for the good future waiting for us, good health, courage, understanding and more patience. I am positive and motivated. Life must go on. Be happy. You only live once.
