It’s the second day of May and I want to write a blog post today. I have decided to try my best to blog everyday this month. I noticed that I never get to write more this past few months and honestly felt bad about it. I want to write more and document the everyday through words and photographs. Just like I always do since I started this blog. I want to be very busy so I don’t have to think things that are not worth to think about. I want to write all the thoughts what’s on my mind and just be honest and be me.

Yesterday, I went for a walk alone. It has been a while since I have done this. Most of the time I went outside with my daughter and play with her at the park. Yesterday, I decided to go out just by myself. I think that I just really need some alone time with myself to be able to think and refresh my mind. There are times when I could not really understand what I am doing. And sometimes I made a bad decisions about life. I needed a little pause and just enjoy the present.

I went to the forest and though it was windy and cold, it was nice being there alone. I went to the top of the tower and enjoyed the view from far behind. It was quite nice. I could stay there for as long as I want, but I didn’t stay long because the place was shaking and it feels like the tower is going to fall down. I also walked to the beach. There was no one there, just only me. I imagined how the beach will look like during summer. I am pretty sure there are still lots of people there even it’s already six in the evening. I watched every waves. I sat down on the sand and I wished I was watching the sunset or the stars in the sky. I miss seeing those amazing things. I love to watch the stars every night when I still live in the Philippines. Now, that I am here it is very seldom to see them in normal evenings. So many rambling thoughts I have at that time, and I don’t even know where to begin or how to describe them. They’re quite a mess!

It was very cold so I didn’t stay long. I walked to the forest again, to central and, then my way back home. It was lovely. I went home happy. My mind was cleared and though I wish something will vanish from there, it didn’t. But I was happy. Because memories are worth remembering and you don’t really have to do anything to erase them or forget them. They will stay for as long as they want. Past is past, and just try to move forward. And all I want to say is that, just live the moment, enjoy life, and appreciate the present. Love your life and be happy!

iPhone shots (self-timer)