Getting Fit And Motivated
For the very first time in my life I am being so determined in getting fit. This is a commitment I made to myself. Going to the gym at least two to three times per week, something I decided to start this year, yet again after so many attempt. This is it, no more excuses, no more laziness. I felt like the stress go away as I carried the heavy weights hubby asked me to carry for about ten times, on my first work-out this year. It was so heavy, but I carried it as it was very light. I honestly do not know why, but it seems that things are easier if you are eager to do it or achieve it. I was very determined. I managed to do the things hubby asked me to do. He was my personal trainer and I am so blessed he was there supporting me and encouraging me. The last time I attempted to do this, I refused to do heavy things right away because I thought it was hard and that I could not do it, and it was a big mistake. This is my second chance and I will try hard to achieve this. It’s only me who can change myself and no one else! Now is the perfect time.
My beloved Rianna still refused to sleep through the night. It’s not her fault. It makes me sad and I hope and looking forward for the day that she finally sleep the whole night. She cannot sleep if I do not rub her belly and legs. She has dry skin and it’s itchy at night. Bedtime still a struggle here as she sleep late and won’t sleep on her on. However, she sleep well during nap time. About 1 to 2 hours every afternoon. She can even sleep up to three hours if we do not wake her up. Perhaps this is the reason why she won’t sleep early at night.
I love her so! I can see myself in her eyes. She is God’s creation and my blood flows in her tiny body. Mine… she is mine! She changed everything about me. She is my world. Lately, hubby and I smiled at each other every time we saw our little Rianna seriously playing with her dolls. It’s hard to believe that our own child has grown into a toddler, and now playing alone happily. From her bedroom she carried all her soft dolls with her two arms and she would go to the living room where hubby and I watched TV. She always astonished us, and makes us smile.
Every time I asked her “I want coffee, give me some coffee please!”… She will run fast to her little play kitchen and grab a cup and give it to me. It was the cutest thing ever. She responded to my request with so much anticipation. She is having fun doing pretend play and it was so nice to look at.
She always gets excited every time we go out. On Sunday we had snow. It was cold so the snow didn’t melt right away. This year’s winter is different. It’s not very cold and we do not have so much snow, just like the previous years. We have dark winter, literarily. I do hate cold weather, but I won’t lie if I admit that I love snow as well. It’s just so magical when we have snow all around.
Baby girl and I played in the backyard. I also took a chance to take photos because the snow might melt soon and we do not have snow photos this winter yet. I have tried to take photos of us together through self timer, but baby girl doesn’t like it. She was scared of the camera when it beeps. So funny!
Your daughter is so adorable!! The first photo is such a sweet moment captured.